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Guys, di antara sekian banyak lagu Michael Jackson yang sangat saya suka, ada satu lagu yang menurut saya sangat menyentuh dan sangat manis artinya. Silahkan baca liriknya..

Heaven Can Wait

Tell the angels no, I don’t wanna leave my baby alone
I don’t want nobody else to hold you
That’s a chance I’ll take
Baby I’ll stay, Heaven can wait
No, if the angels took me from this earth
I would tell them bring me back to her
It’s a chance I’ll take, maybe I’ll stay
Heaven can wait

You’re beautiful, you're wonderful, incredible I love you so...
You're beautiful..
Each moment spent with you is simply wonderful
This love I have for you girl it’s incredible
And I don’t know what I’d do, if I can’t be with you
The world could not go on so every night I pray
If the Lord should come for me before I wake
I wouldn’t wanna go if I can’t see your face, can’t hold you close
What good would Heaven be
If the angels came for me I’d tell them no

Unthinkable
Me sitting up in the clouds and you are all alone
The time might come around when you’d be moving on
I’d turn it all around and try to get back down to my baby girl
Can’t stand to see nobody kissing, touching her
Ain't nobody loving you the way we were
What good would Heaven be
If the angels come for me I’d tell them no

Oh no, can’t be without my baby
Won’t go, without her I’d go crazy
Oh no, guess Heaven will be waiting
Ooh
Oh no, can’t be without my baby
Won’t go, without her I’d go crazy
Oh no, guess Heaven will be waiting
Ooh

Just leave us alone, leave us alone
Please leave us alone

Dan saya yakin, tidak ada yang bisa membawakan lagu ini sebaik Michael. Saya selalu membayangkan, Michael memang 'di atas sana' dan hanya duduk di awan menyaksikan orang yang disayanginya. Dia tidak mau meninggalkannya.
Ah. Lagi - lagi gagal dalam mengungkapkan perasaan saya terhadap lagu ini. Saya hanya bisa merasakan, mendalaminya dan tidak mampu untuk menolak atau segera me-next song-kan apabila lagu ini sedang berputar.
This song is just.. so.. sweet. Miss you, Mike.

Well, I'm so so soorryy.. I haven't posted anything since the longest time, in blogger world it might be considered as the biggest sin!
You know, it's all because of that tiny lil thing called Twitter! Oh.. Yeah.. I'm getting addicted to it. Or maybe, I'm already addicted!
Well.. Because it's simple, mobile, and the most important is .. It's micro-blogging.
We can update anytime, anywhere, with only 160 characters per tweet (or maybe we call it, *post*). Mostly I've been mumbling all the time. Hahaha.. But, who cares? Right?
No.. I'm just kiddin'.
Y'know, idea comes from everywhere, and if we have a facility to share it or keep it, why not?
In this techie world nowadays, I think, it'll be troublesome if we carry a notebook and a pen everywhere we go. I openly admit that my mobile phone is going with me most of the time. It's multifunction, include for blogging or tweeting. So, I used it properly.. And then, it'll become worthwhile.
Okay then, I'll say.. From now on, I love both of you.. My Twitter and my blog. ☺ ☺
I just can't live without u. You are my best medicine I've ever known.
Oh, not forget to say, thank you my Blackberry. Without you, I couldn't make this happened so far. I heart you.
Now, take a look.. I just made something for you, blogger! Hahaha..
Mumbling all the time.
•CaCa•

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just..
Smile.. ☺ ☺ ☺

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•I love this song, I love this lyric.. And, it was a massive lost of losing him.. The Greatest Entertainer that ever lived, The King of Pop, Michael Jackson. So long.. And Goodbye.. •
•CaCa•

Hi..!! Look at me! I become a robot!!
Hahahahaha...
I love Transformers from the first movie, .. W.O.W .. Five thumbs up!! Hahaha..
It's amazing, how they transformed from being a vehicle and.. 'kik kik kikkk' voila! Become a Robot!
How they made the movie looked so real.. And made me become suspicious, maybe everything around me could be Autobots or Decepticons.. Hehehe..
Couple days ago my friends, Kebo & Denyux, and I watched 'Transformers The Revenge of The Fallen'. After 2 days struggled to bought the tickets ( the queue was soooo... Huufft! ), finally we made it..! Hah!
We watched it, and.. Speechless! It's worth it.
The movie was full of 'wow', 'hahaha', 'non-blinking-eye' ...
And made one word to describe it.
"Juooooozzzzz!!!!" Hahaha...
I can't wait to buy the DVD.. I'll watch it over..over..and over again. Just as same as I did to the previous one.
If you haven't watch it,.. Gosh!! Where have you been?? Go for it!
Bye everyone!
Autobots!!! Move!! Kikk kikk kikk kikk...
•CaCa•

Soo sad!! Shocked when I heard the news..

I love him so much.. Love his songs.. Love his dances..

And I've learned to do the 'moonwalk' so hard..

There's nothing I can say anymore..

Just, goodbye Michael Jackson..

Rest in peaceful heaven..



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Good morning everyone, yesterday my family and I went to Atlantic Dreamland, Salatiga. Not far from my house. That was my first time I go there. Hahaha.. And it was fun!
Firstly, I ride 'Kora Kora looked like but we can controlled the speed by ourself', I forget the name. And then I ride, 'Bunjee Jumping Trampoline' ! I just scared to death! Oh my God..! Even I knew I have phobia with that such kind of thing, just like andrenaline stuff, but I felt challenged to try it.
Hahahaa.. And also I played Flying Fox! Fun fun fun!
You have to try it someday..!
Haha..
Bye everyone!
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Aku ada quote yang menurutku sangat menarik.
"If you can't convince them, confuse them."
Well, kalau kamu penghuni Salatiga dan sering makan di KFC dan menghadap ke wastafel atau menyempatkan mencuci tangan sebelum dan sesudah makan (uups..), maka frase itu tak asing lagi..
Yak!
Aku masih ingat, 10 tahun lebih aku mengenal tulisan itu. Mencoba mengartikannya dengan sangat lugas dan nggakngertisamasekali. Hahaha..
Baru akhir - akhir ini aku sadar, bahwa itulah yang sering kulakukan.
I'm a 'very hard to explain something' typical person.
Why..? How come..?
Uhmmm...
See..? I just can't explain it!
Bagiku, menjelaskan atau meyakinkan sesuatu ke seseorang baik itu alur film, cara main game, lokasi, atau, bahkan yang paling jarang, jelasin ilmu, beeegh.. Susah!
Aku takutnya orang yang aku jelasin tu nggak ngerti atau kurang jelas, jadinya aku jelasin pelan - pelan, lambat ( pengennya sih detail ), eh ujung - ujungnya tetep aja membingungkan. Hahaha..
Tapi kalau orang lain jelasin ke aku, aku cepat ngerti laah.. Hehehe.. Ngeles ni ceritanya.
Mungkin memang butuh skill ya biar pintar menjelaskan sesuatu. Yang terpenting itu pintar ngomong dulu, lah aku? Ngomong aja beribet. Aturan mau cerita joke, malah jadi garing.. Hahaha!
Yah.. Jadi maap yah kalau ada yang pernah bingung karena penjelasanku. Mungkin anda kurang beruntung aja sih.. Bukan maksud hatiku untuk membingungkan..
Still, "can't convince them, confuse them."
Giahahaaa..

Happy Monday everyone!
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Nguahahhhh...
Uh.. Maafkan aku karena aku mengingkari janjiku sendiri untuk menjadikan blogku ini *ajang pembelajaran menulis dengan bahasa Inggris* hehe..
Dikarenakan terlalu banyaknya materi yang ingin kubagi dengan keterbatasan kemampuanku untuk ber inggris inggris ria, yay!! Yah.. Maklum, kan les nya belum mulai.. Nguahaha.. Oh ya by the way, kemarin hasil placement test ku, aku dapet level Intermediate 3. Yah.. Semoga beruntung deh!!
Jadi mulai saat ini, kujadikan blogku ini bilingual blog, alias blog dwibahasa, alias campur - campur. Maafkan juga kalau ada kalanya aku menulis dengan bahasa Jawa, Medan, Prancis. Wakakakk..
Okee? Okee? Hahahaa..

Oh ya!! Rossi menaaang di Spanyola!! Race nya serrrruuu abis!! Sumpah!! Aku nonton ampe lemes.. Huahaha..
Go Rossi Go! Naaah.. Gitu donk!!
Nyesel deh kalo ga nonton kemaren!! Sipp!!

Bye Everyone.. :)
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Just like what I've promised. I posted photo of my hamsters, Gembil and Giok.
This is the best I can get. They are so... Humm.. What does it call.. Hard to pose! Hahaha.. Enjoy them!

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This is me!! Under my blanket..
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Yeah.. right now, while posting this blog, I'm eating my DIY, burned up, overcooked, fried crispy noodle snack. Or whatever it called.. hahhh.. that was my last Indomie kuah rasa ayam bawang, and I just...make it worse. Hahaha.. and accompanied with ton of songs of the King of Dang to the Dut.. Rhoma Irama! (played by my neighbour,well what can I do..?)
You know, I like watching Stephen Chow's film, "God of Cookery". I love his taste of humor, just like mine.
Now, I will talking about cooking thing. I loooove cooking. It's like I have my very own private time to explore my skill with food.
But.. food that I've cooked was not the most delicious and awesome tasty food for everyone. Bottom line is, not everybody like my food. Well, I know it's relative on every person's tongue. Some of them have a same sense of tasting food like I do, but some of them don't.
Most of people that have tasted my food said that, my foods were..salty. Hahaha.. even my #1 biggest fan, my hubby, Fafar, said that either.
What I'm going to tell you is, love cooking doesn't mean can cook delicious food on every person's subjective sense of taste.
And if, a person can cook the delicious one, it doesn't mean he/she loves cooking too! Most of it, because he/she was naturally talented! Oh yeah.. God blessed them who can do both of them -love cooking and make an amazing food-.
And, I'm that person who love cooking but can't make a delicious food. It's only for whom likes salty and spicy food -like me, of course- who can enjoy my food.
Hahaha... but I enjoy it.
Learning by doing. More practising, and voila..!!
Good night everyone..

p.s : Yeah, rossi crashed in Le Mans.. too bad, huff.. so he couldn't make it his 99th winning race, and there wouldn't be his 100th winning race in Motegi, his homeland, next race. But, afterall, it just a number. :)
And yeah, today is Friday, my LIA placement test' result should be announced today, but I was there and they said that it hadn't ready yet. Well.. let's see tomorrow...

Well haloooow there..!
Yesterday, I've done the placement test.. Not difficult but not easy too.. Hehehhe.. And I would check the result next week, May 22nd. Huaah.. I wasn't pretty sure for the result.
And, this day was very gloomy for me..until I bought a couple of hamsters!! Hahaha..!
It just happened when I was in Java Supermall. I saw them, and I've fallen in love with them.
Fafar, my boyfriend, was very happy when I told him about this. And he gave them names. They are Gembira, the brown and stupid one, and Bahagia, the black-stripped and clever one.
I would call them Gembir, and Gia.. hehehe.. strange names, weren't they?
Unfortunately, I haven't chance to post their photo, in fact I didn't have any camera. Huhu..
But, I'd love to post their photo in here.
Okay, I've got to go.

note : tonight, Qualification for motoGP Le Mans France, and tomorrow, was the race. I wouldn't miss it!! I've planned to watched it with Kebo, in her house..of course, with Lontar! Haha..

Hey what, Dani said that I'd better to sign in Conversation than English Adult. She said, it just almost same from the object learning and the materials.
If I do just like my plan ( go Conversation level after I'll have finished English Adult ), it'll be repeated..over, over, over and over again..
Wooops..
Well, anyway, since I was a newbie in "English Course"-thing, maybe I'll just get over it.
Do the test tomorrow, and find the result. Hi hi hi..
And, after I've finished them.. I will try to.. learn.. Le Langue Francaise.. Hahaha!!
Everybody has its own dreaaam!!
I thought, Le Langue Francaise c'est La Romantique..
aaawww...
Okey.. okey.. Stop it.


Anyway, I sold my cell phone today. Well.. it was so fast, and the proceed was.. quite sudden. Of course without shallow thinking. Hehe..
No regret at all, nothing to lose, easy come eeeeeeasy go, que serra serra.. ( huhu.. >_< ).
But, finally.. my decision was worthed. My boyfriend knew it.
hehe.. and I was thinking to buy the new one. Right now, the one and only candidate was.. Blackberry Curve 8900.. I wish I can effort to buy it. Hmm.. start to save my money from.. now.

Catch up later!

Like what I've promised. Yesterday, I went to LIA and I've got my
placement test schedule. It's Friday, May 15th 2009.
Hehehe..
I took EA ( English Adult ) program. Because I wanted to improve my
writing skill ( just like what I've said )..
And then, If I've finished that, I will continue with Conversation
program. To improve my conversation skill.
Wow.. there's still a long road ahead..just wish me luck.
I hope I can make it like what I've planned.
Ciao!

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Kebo, my bestfriend, was still sleeping while I was writing this post.
I hope nobody ever read my blog, because my English-writing-skill of the entire posts was horrible. Hahaha.. I have never got an english course before. Well, maybe once. But it was only a day! And it was about 9 years ago! haha..
And year by year went by.. my skill was getting lower..and lower.. and lower.
I realize, after all, if I just stuck in here. Sink in my native language, which are Indonesian, Javanese, and Arabian. ( hmphftt... did I say Arabian? get real. ) I will not able to advance my progress. For my studying in college, my future career, instead my life.
That's why I made this stupid blog, beside to spilled out my brainstorm, was to practiced my writing skill.. better than a stick in the eye, right?
And then, I thought is not enough if not practice in English course.
Why not, I guessed. At least I can learn the language deeper and better. Not just only from books and dictionaries. Hehe.. I need an interaction. I need a live conversation. I need a teacher to teach me how and why. I need a discussion. ( sounds like a dramaqueen is growing in my head..haha ).
Oh.. okay.. I had to start it right now. I will not just stand here with curlers in my hair. ( never, exactly..) I had to move on. Go get an English course.
Yihaaay..! Wish me luck! I will write down the follow up later..

P.S : Oh yeah! Rossi won in Jerez. That was his first winning in this season. Go Rossi Go!!!

Firstly, I'm gonna talk about Twilight Saga. Books that I loved since Harry Potter series. First impression was from the movie. Haha..
Actually "accidentally" watched that movie, because there wasn't other option except that.. I wasn't interested with another movie..
I remembered I said, "hey,..I think I've read the title in glance..in bookstore.. Sort of teenage novel or something..let's watch it!"
Not hard to guess, after I watched it ( I loved it!! ), I snapped up the book straight away but not bulky bought those books ( at that time, the 4th book "Breaking Dawn" hadn't released yet ), just bought 'em one by one..
And then I love them.. until I finished the Saga.
Haha..
And then, after a long time curiousity of the next movie (or..the next book), I visited stepheniemeyer.com just for ferreted some news. I found link of Midnight Sun, I opened it, and read the article.
So..the bottom line was, Stephenie wrote "Midnight Sun", it's Twilight in Edward's version!
And it's written that she hadn't finished wrote the book yet, but we can download the partial rough draft of it. Legally, under her permission, of course.
And I was so euphooria! Haha..
This was what I've dreamt of..!!
To knew everythought from Edward! I downloaded directly to the link.
And now, I'm in the middle of reading it.
Hehe.. It comprised 264 pages, quite plenty pages isn't..? I hope I'll be pleased to read it, even just partially.
Hmmm..
Okey now, can't wait to buy it in bookstore..!!
Got to continue read it!!
Bye now..! :)

This is motogp 2009 schedule, Hohoooow... don't miss one of it...!!!
Hope Rossi can win again..!!
Go Rossi Go!!

Qatar - Losail (night race)
Minggu, 12 April 2009
125 WUP 21:40 - 22:00
250 WUP 22:10 - 22:30
MotoGP WUP 22:40 - 23:05
125 RAC Mon-00:00
250 RAC 01:15
MotoGP RAC 03:00

Japan - Motegi
Minggu, 26 April 2009
125 WUP 06:40 - 07:00
250 WUP 07:10 - 07:30
MotoGP WUP 07:40 - 08:05
125 RAC 09:00
250 RAC 10:15
MotoGP RAC 12:00

Spain - Jerez
Minggu, 03 Mei 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

France - Le Mans
Minggu, 17 Mei 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

Italy - Mugello
Minggu, 31 Mei 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

Catalunya - Catalunya
Minggu, 14 Juni 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

Netherlands - Assen (Saturday Race)
Sabtu, 27 Juni 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

United States - Laguna Seca (MotoGP Race Only)
Minggu, 05 Juli 2009
MotoGP WUP 23:40 - Sen-00:05
MotoGP RAC 04:00 (Senin)

Germany - Sachsenring
Minggu, 19 Juli 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

Great Britain - Donington Park
Minggu, 26 Juli 2009
125 WUP 15:40 - 16:00
250 WUP 16:10 - 16:30
MotoGP WUP 16:40 - 17:05
125 RAC 18:30
250 RAC 19:45
MotoGP RAC 21:30

Czech Republic - Brno
Minggu, 16 Agustus 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

Indianapolis - Indianapolis
Minggu, 30 Agustus 2009
125 WUP 19:40 - 20:00
250 WUP 20:10 - 20:30
MotoGP WUP 20:40 - 21:05
125 RAC 23:00
250 RAC Sen-00:15
MotoGP RAC 02:00 (senin)

San Marino & Riviera di Rimini - Misano
Minggu, 06 September 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

Hungary - Balaton
Minggu, 20 September 2009
125 WUP 13:40 - 14:00
250 WUP 14:10 - 14:30
MotoGP WUP 14:40 - 15:05
125 RAC 16:00
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00

Portugal - Estoril
Minggu, 04 Oktober 2009
250 WUP 14:55 - 15:15
MotoGP WUP 15:25 - 15:50
125 WUP 16:00 - 16:20
250 RAC 17:15
MotoGP RAC 19:00
125 RAC 20:30

Australia - Phillip Island
Minggu, 18 October 2009
125 WUP 05:40 - 06:00
250 WUP 06:10 - 06:30
MotoGP WUP 06:40 - 07:05
125 RAC 09:00
250 RAC 10:15
MotoGP RAC 12:00

Malaysia - Sepang
Minggu, 25 October 2009
125 WUP 08:40 - 09:00
250 WUP 09:10 - 09:30
MotoGP WUP 09:40 - 10:05
125 RAC 11:00
250 RAC 12:15
MotoGP RAC 14:00

Valencia Ricardo Tormo - Valencia
Minggu, 08 November 2009
125 WUP 14:40 - 15:00
250 WUP 15:10 - 15:30
MotoGP WUP 15:40 - 16:05
125 RAC 17:00
250 RAC 18:15
MotoGP RAC 20:00

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You know guys, just in case, in my blog, you don't have to read it or promote it..
hahaha..
it's just simply expression of my tedious life, which I call it, STUCK.
Yeah...
I stuck live in here, I guess this is what I'm not supposed to be..
And my dream ( I wish it'll be true ) I can get out from here, and start a new life in somewhere new..
But, I just can't like.. "escape" that.. no.. no.. that's not eeeeasy...
What I'm going to do is just get over with it, finish my study in here, get married ( haha! ) and dispatch from here..! even in incoherently, tediously, unintelligently way.. include this writing thing.. hehe..
and, I don't give a shiznit of what are you thinking about my blog..
uuuw.. sorry.. sounds rude and stiff right.. hehe.. i just can't find the right words to describe it.. my apologies..

Catch you later,..